What Have We Done?

Oh my! On Monday I took the test that would change our world forever. Once again I got the double line and the plus sign! Wonderful! There are tears of Joy and excited chatter. Then the terror sets in. Although we are blessed with no trouble getting pregnant (Dave's sperm sees birth control more as a challenge than a big brick wall) we have very miserable pregnancies. This will be our third child. A very much wanted and loved child already. And in all likelihood this will be another pregnancy full of PICC lines, meds, ER visits, Dr visits, and Pharmacists recognizing my voice just from the word Hi. Not to mention the puking and 8 months of constant insane nausea. Think of the worst hang over you have ever had. Got it? Now picture it every single day for 8 months. And now I just wait. I am just waiting to get sick. I know its coming. So I am sitting her waiting for an 8 month hangover. And frig, I don't even get to drink!