I am too tired to pee!

Okay, I can't look the gift horse in the mouth. I am not sick yet, and that is wonderful. I can eat with out puking. I don't need to lie down and pray to God after a sip or water. But OMG I am too tired to even pee! I fell asleep while PEEING at work today. Yes I was in the bathroom and on the toilet. Either way, still embarrassing! My husband has gone to work, and the 18 month old had a nice long nap this afternoon. GREAT! She and I will have loads of quality time tonight. Mostly me begging her to go to sleep. Here is hoping there are some kids shows on TV she will want to watch tonight.

I can't really complain. In my pg with the youngest, I had already been in the ER 3 or 4 times by now. So I am doing much better. Lets all just cross our fingers.

And PLEASE pray for sleep!

What Have We Done?

Oh my! On Monday I took the test that would change our world forever. Once again I got the double line and the plus sign! Wonderful! There are tears of Joy and excited chatter. Then the terror sets in. Although we are blessed with no trouble getting pregnant (Dave's sperm sees birth control more as a challenge than a big brick wall) we have very miserable pregnancies. This will be our third child. A very much wanted and loved child already. And in all likelihood this will be another pregnancy full of PICC lines, meds, ER visits, Dr visits, and Pharmacists recognizing my voice just from the word Hi. Not to mention the puking and 8 months of constant insane nausea. Think of the worst hang over you have ever had. Got it? Now picture it every single day for 8 months. And now I just wait. I am just waiting to get sick. I know its coming. So I am sitting her waiting for an 8 month hangover. And frig, I don't even get to drink!